You say I don’t listen to u, u say im not toxic enough but baby, don’t post this online, dont tell them about this, you have me, you know that, then what’s the matter, what the fuck do you need, just trust me, enjoy, why you always love me when im gone?, I still have the text that you send, saying u missing me, baby how dare you
u were dancing with a fucking stranger like nobody else, u were with him
Seem that you love being loved, you say u care, but i feel like not too much, I love you but you still running. You love all that money, love the shows, and all the fancy stuff, you love them all, love when i show you off, but you never say a thing about what we have
Im just broken baby, I can’t get enough, this must be a problem, the confident you have, that dress on you and the way you stare at me, the way u smell like sugar, You spent my money on croissant and beget u say you liked them and then you cried, u said u liked Marseille and Paris, you wasted my time with all your drama, with all that instability
You have me then, baby you always have me so don’t cry just fuck me, make feel that u care about this mess, make feel like u won’t go tomorrow, why do you like this so much? You really love leave me empty and cursing ur fucking name?
Hate that u have ur owns plans now, hate that you growing and leaving now, hate all that pressure, hate when you cry, when they don’t understand what do you need, you being hot as never, all that inta stories, my name on your skin, all that words that we can’t say to each other, hate that nobody knows why are you burning all that stuff
They are so proud of you, I don’t really know why
Is for the way you have designed your fucking life? tell me
Im picking these pieces, searching for words, im not on my way, so don’t wait, far from all the lies, far from that pictures, all that shit that we never solved, picturing you naked, baby I shouldn’t being missing you, writing this shit, you know that all that was not realistic, not for you, im gonna be on Chicago next week, I guess you don’t care about it cause I gave you some inspiration for all that songs that you have planed for April, talk shit about me, go ahed tell them that im a mess, that you love me but you can fix a shit, lie to them, cause we both know what the truth is.
fucked up
Can not be like this anymore
